I had ect number 11 this morning.

It went fine, but this time I didn't feel like I'd run a marathon (stiff muscles), headache, painful jaw. That makes me wonder if the dose wasn't so big.

There's no point in putting myself through all this if the shocks aren't big enough.

As I was saying to a friend elsewhere though, my memory was more shot this time than last time. So maybe it was. I've no idea.

I asked if it would be alright if I could have a look in the ect room when my course of treatment is over. I'd like to see what's in there. They said that would be ok :)

My posts aren't very positive are they? Just now I think that's the best I can do.

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